you're clinically proven to cause a car crash.

observe. smiling train wrecks sleep on the left side. gallop carelessly through fields of worry, laughing along the way. socially broken. heart beat matches the bpm. i love the way the sun shines in your head. internal hurricanes. watch the world from an audience's point of view rather a visitor's. wrestle with your conscience. revolutionary eyes. pretending to be you pretending to be him. egos the size of texas. negotiating with father time. locked hearts and docked hips. so sick and tired of being missing. can't help it. so sick and tired of walking on walls. losers never get (s)old. cut me open and auction off my insides-i'd give you my heart if you didn't already have it. accidental sunsets. metallic assumptions. soothing disasters. don't you dare find me-i wouldn't know how to thank you.

forgot how to breathe.

agonizing your town, leaving you to drown. i feel like if i died right now, everyone would smile. you hate me? oh, me too. how ironic. i feel like a fish in a fish tank. being watched and not free. i can feel you swimming in my veins. my heart is vintage and used, you don't want it. one day, romeo will get tired and leave juliet. but not before throwing her off the balcony. fingers crossed, but really not. believing in you is oh so cliche. nostalgic for the ships at sea.

if i screamed every time i thought of you, they'd lock me up in a loony bin.

broken mirrors and relfective eyes.
burn the bridges, cut the ties.

what do i look like? the wizard of oz? you need a heart? go ahead, take mine! take everything i have.

ignite my heart.
you're just fuel to the fire.

and the lamb said to the wolf, "why can't we just be friends?"

feelin' like an accident.
feelin' like a catastrophe.
feelin' like no feelin' at all.

i want to open the window and scream at the stars.
'why, oh, why can't i keep you in my pocket?'

did you know that my smile isn't really a smile?
it's as fake as a death sentence.

if i know anything at all, it's that i don't know anything at all.

love never wanted me.

empty faces leave with no traces.
now that my heart is broken,
my head has woken.
now i can see that your love just isn't for me.
ground is collapsing, mind is relapsing.
lost everything for you.
my mind too.

live for yourself, die for everyone else.

you've got me all wrong, but at least you've got me. will you ever remember to forget me? minds weave intricate webs, much like spiders. my heart ticks with the clock. timebomb. railroad tracks on my back. crushed my bones, broke my heart. not the train. you. hello devastation, my old friend. you're just dying to be tragic. crossed fingers, crossed veins. sunshine across the rain. bear for a heart. ruthless and vicious. did it just growl? oh, that was my stomach. you can't really drive someone insane if you can't afford gas.