In due time.

Walk with me side by side
down this path of lies
And don't be surprised
when you find yourself
handing me your pride
I'll crush it and crush it
and send it away with the tide.

And if you don't think
You'll be capable
of handing over your key organ
Guess again, my friend.
What does it mean to be in love, you ask
Tell me now with your heart of ash.

I am a monster.
I'll take your soul,
I'll eat you whole.
Without even batting a lash.

I'm back. I think.

i like thinking that this part of me remains unknown by the world. A box left unopened. A light hidden under a blanket. I like to think what would ever happen if the light overheated and burnt down my house. what would it mean to me? a simple release? what would it mean to others? the end? a reminder? nothing?

bomb threat the other day. i wondered what it be like if my arms and legs parted with the rest of me. would i finally be free of worrying of you? i'll admit that was my first thought. And immediately after came this: No. I'd sit on my cloud and watch over you.

I hope you know the ditress you've caused me. Restlessness beyond the grave.

But know this and this alone.

If you lead a happy life full of smiles and good health,

it will all have been worth it.