i only love you 'cause i can't have you.

you are the rhythm in the rhyme.
the undeniable passing of time.

you may wear your heart on your sleeve but it's only lies that you weave.

at point blank range
you're on the fence
borderline derranged.

there's a fire in this house but it's not one you can just douse.

i think you're it but i'm not quite ready to commit give me a number to dial and i'll sign up for a free trial and drop you like last season's dress when you cease to impress you're so out of style it's okay i'll send you back with free shipping all the while you're heart is ripping you're like a record that just keeps skipping i want it to work but i just can't catch the quirk see you soon or hopefully not you're companionship let's just say will never be sought it's you i love it's you i like syke more like take a hike you think i'm at your beck and call but really i'll never be there for you not ever not at all.
truth is without you a piece of me would die.
trush is that is a complete and utter lie.

god bless the goodbye.

ALERT:

it's not the end of the world.
you are everything to me.
i complain and complain about how terrible it is to know you but the truth is i don't know how i'd be without you.

& then i woke up comma you said you love me.


you are a legend.

&

you make me feel like.

i'm not.

the words are too concrete too official. i love you like i love the scars on my insides. but that's what you are, a scar. some people want you away but i will never be more proud of you.

the opposite of beauty is science.

the original fake. think long and hard of all the mistakes you make. bring back tomorrow in a year or two. bring back the past today and earn a tear or two.

stuck in my childhood memories.
merry-go-round lockdown.
sanity shakedown.
this week's breakdown.

you think you've got your best poker face on but there's not a heart in your deck i'm callin your bluff. you fade in my head faster than secondhand smoke and one-way mirrors. lie detector. everyone always makes promises just to break promises. you are my picture of dorian gray. i bet it all on crooked smiles and honey browns and was left with nothin but an IOU. & i realized as i said goodbye that you've got so much potential. they tell me to walk my own paths make my own trails but i can't keep my feet on the ground long enough to shake some gravel.

i'm leasing out space in my heart and you didn't even show up to open house.

heart like a hammer.

what's your name, sweetheart? this town will make you sweat. you know i love you when i'll give up heaven for you. let's make mountains collide again. let's make wobbly knees cool again. meet me at midnight and let's fall in love again. up all night. sleep all day. anyone who walks in my house can see your shadows traced on the wall. it's a curse. i'll hold your hand long after my heart stops beating. diamonds don't mean a thing to me but vows don't sound so bad right now. at one time, we were both faithless kids in love with everything but eachother. we'll never have a chance except in my head. four AM screams your name. i wonder if they love you even close to what i do. wonder what you did to deserve my love. if they cut off your ear i would start a war alone. needle and thread aint bad but im getting tired of cleaning up after you. why don't you do it yourself. come on give it the ole college try. come on kick off your shoes and stay awhile except you won't. when i told you crying on bathroom floors isn't fun i meant it. praying for a trade. your sins your mistakes but take my soul instead. too bad my death would be easier for me than yours.
i find humor in the fact that the world wil only listen to a manic.

we're all in love.
we're all hypocrites.